Who am I

Since last week i am pondering over the thought that who am I. Why am I existing in this world. Why suddenly the whole of the world around me is behaving alien to my existence.

It all started last week when the HR Professor asked the class to ink down the reason for my existence in the world. I guess everybody has been deployed on this planet by the almighty for some predetermined reason. But even after 23 years of insignificant existence i still fail to understand why do i exist?

Getting back to that Professor incident, I could see that everyone was totally engrossed in writing down their reason of existence. Then i tried to think of 1 reason, But to my abhorrence i could hardly think of anything. Only thing i could do was to lament over this. So for assistance in writing down the existence reason, i sent a S.O.S text message to Panna. To that she replied just introspect and you will find out the reason.

INTROSPECT quite a heavy word for a feeble minded guy like me.

So for last one week i have been turning back the pages of my lifebook and found some interesting facts about myself:
1) I have always been a shy boy. I had always lived within the boundaries specified by the Teachers, Parents.
2) Nobody taught me how to think out of the box. I used to blindly accept the matter in the textbook.
3) I always feared to ask why? May be i didn’t want to lose face in the class.
4) I had speech impediment problem but after speech therapy i have managed to overcome that. But still traces of speech impediment can be seen.
5) I had a huge crush on a pretty lookin girl in my school. Once again my ill fate managed to get better of me, she got married 6 months back.
6) One good quality which i think i posses is that I am always up for challanges. Dare anybody challenge me then i wouldn’t stop till i kick some ass.
7) I was always a book worm ( good at devouring text books) off lately ive realised that there is a world far bigger, better than studies.
8) I once found unconditional love from my Labrador puppy, but my dad had some other ideas and he gave away my pup.
9) My Mom had always been my pillar of strength.
10) Now i need a support maybe in the form of a girlfriend.
11) Never had any subject titillated me like Supply chain. I can see myself doing wonders in Supply chain.

After collating all the above thoughts, I think i can see the complete picture.
And now I know WHY DO I EXIST.